Happy 2nd Monthsary ♥

Happy 2nd Monthsary to Bibi and I. It's been a tough second month for us both, after going through the ups and downs all these 2 months together. In between there are many unfortunate and incorrigible events but still it has brought us closer together at the end of the day. All I wish right now is that whatever I do, I will not repeat the same mistake as before as I don't wish to hurt him over and over again because it is too painful to watch him suffer due to my doings :(

Anyways, let's drop the subject. I just gotten a part time job starting from 9th July as a Barista at Jewel Coffee down at Shenton Way's ONE SHENTON :D It is a really fun job being a Barista, learning how to make coffee; their histories and where majority of the beans are made from. Getting to taste the flavor and enjoy the strong fragrance of its aroma....arghhhh FANTASTICO~ I am totally loving my job each and every day.

Recently, something happened but all I wish to say to that person is that: No matter what happens, this has got nothing to do with my boyfriend. I am the one who made this decision and I will stick with it because at the end of the day I'm still the one making decision for my life and not him. I chose to leave and ignore as I'm sick and tired of having to do everything. I may be understanding because we are both females. Whatever that person has done, has got nothing to do with you and there's nothing you could do to make it up to me. You're innocent in this but I'm the victim. I'm the one who suffered the greatest trauma of my life!!! I don't want any amendments; I don't want any sympathy but still I want to forget this incident and live my life as it is. As long as a day he exist, he has to keep at least a 100m distance away from me. So don't come telling me that if one day you were to die, he has to be there...I might as well don't go to your funeral!!! Fcuk this~ I don't have to endure what you're giving me. Whatever love I didn't get when I'm young has got nothing to do with you, I don't need you to give it to me!