You're the RAINBOWS after the pouring rain...

Because of your existence in my life; I've learn to stand up on my own after falling down. Because of your existence in my life; I've learn to be more understanding and reasonable with every situations that comes by. I never knew how much you mean to me till the very verge of losing you to my own wrongdoings. Your care and concern was the only thing that kept me moving and giving me motivation to change. It is not that I do not appreciate it, it is just that I do not know how to show you that I do. My stubbornness has always caught the worst of me when I'm with you. There are times when I really wish you'll always be beside me and never leave me alone to fend for myself; but I can not always be so willful, selfish and unreasonable, you need your space as well.

All these while, we've both suffered great torments and been through too much ups and downs; but it brought us closer to each other. I never truly realized your love till you told me when we had a big fight: "no matter how big of a quarrel we have, I'll always love you". This sentence surprised me as I did not expect it from you, however, it brought me the motivation and cheerfulness to do my best at work.

It's my 5th day at Jewel Coffee after have two urgent leave. After having only 1 hour of sleep, I showered and head to catch the train down to work place. It was raining. The train was buzzing with commuters; the silence where everyone is either asleep or listening to their MP3 on the train. The journey seem short and I knew I was late for work. However, compared to my manager; I was rather early as I arrived at 6.48am and he arrived at 7.30am. So I took the opportunity to have breakfast at the next door coffee shop, eating glutinous rice with chicken and drinking a cup of hot coffee. Smoked a stick whilst waiting. When my manager arrived, I started sweeping and mopping the floor. Aftermath, started setting up the pastries for opening and wipe down the whole place. Our chef in the cafe actually bought nasi lemak for us, therefore, I had a second serving of breakfast :D It was a hectic human traffic during lunch time, however, I learn a lot today and had a lot of fun.

I guess I shall stop here, I am getting rather lethargic. Time for bed. Good night.