Another day has passed by in such a quick pace and there's nothing much going on except for the part that I'm still anticipating the day when I can be back by your side, baby. Countdown...10 more days to go!! Lately, my mood has gone for a roller coaster ride~ A total outburst of random moods and it is totally nasty. What's wrong with me? I've totally no clue~ seriously I wish I knew but I don't. To be honest, I don't fancy myself venting anger on my family members but somehow I'll always end up doing what I seriously never want to do :(
Daddy and mummy has been questioning about school and work; how is the paperwork coming along? Whether I've received any response from the school with regards to the working visa and contract!!! At times, I really wish I could keep my mouth zipped so they wouldn't know a thing and that they wouldn't go on pestering me on and off about the paperwork =.=" Oh well, I'll look for a job in Singapore as well; not saying that I do not fancy working in a hotel line but I just want to broaden my experience instead of staying in one position. Somehow, it just felt like my life has no purpose ever since I stopped schooling.
Can anyone actually suggest to me whether I should continue working or should I continue studying? I am actually thinking of working first and study on my own before I choose a course that I'm interested in. But how am I gonna survive in such circumstances? I know my boyfriend is willing to support me in whatever I do :( I'm totally lost. I was thinking of studying sociology and psychology but I doubt mum would ever allow since I'm already quite whacky in the head :P To be said in a simplified manner, I would say I have a great imaginations and it tends to run on a wild rampage on it's own!! Majority of the people find it rather offensive, scary and weird...likely to think I'm mentally unstable. In a matter of fact, I'm not insane. I admit I do have a great imagination that's all :D
There's nothing more to write. I'm just whacked out of my wits, totally lost and in the tip top condition to whack the shit out of someone. *tsk tsk* such violent thoughts should be chucked into a corner. Well there's nothing much to say~ I'm feeling much better away from school, no more peer pressure :D
That's all for now...
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