I hate going in circles, tumbling down over and over again. I'm twirling in endless circles of confusion yet there's no one here to get me out of this dire situation. I hate pretending I'm fine, I hate pretending everything was going on smoothly, I hate pretending that your love is as sweet as ever towards me, I hate pretending that you'll always be there, I hate pretending that I have to be strong for the sake of my loved ones. I'm weary, tired of everything. I'm drained out by this abundance of thoughts. Get me out of this melancholy shit hole~
I've got a foul mouth, I'm willful, I'm spoilt, I'm insane, I'm bad tempered, I'm a bitch and right now all I need is you right here but it's impossible because this search of you is never ending...so tell me where do I belong?!!? I need you, I'm lost. I'm losing my mind wishing you were here...I'm losing my mind missing you every single day. Where are you? Ong Jian Zhen, Where Are You?!!? FCUK THIS ~ :'(
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