Sunday, 6 November 2011

We live in our dreams, but one day our dreams will turn into reality.


Because we always plan about the future; we forgotten to live in the present and forgotten about the past mistakes we've made. Be oblivious about the future; stay within the present and think once awhile of the past when needed.

I have finally overcome my depression and have started to look forward with an optimistic mindset. I wouldn't dare to hide the fact that I was once in a suicidal state but with the help of my family and friends, most importantly my teachers in my old university; I'm able to overcome everything that made me cry and angry. I don't think I would be able to overcome without their help. I'm grateful to everything. Whenever I look at the present and think back into the past; I've realized I really have grown up. The thoughts are different, my temper have simmered a lot and a lot of things around me have changed. I'll no longer be who I was in the past. I'll look forward to the future and move forth in the present.

My family and boyfriend is very proud of me that I'm able to stay in this job for more than 4 months. This is the first job whereby I'm punctual and willing to learn. It has been a great gain in my life. Everyone has given me their support to move on. I'll smile from now onwards, I'll stop all the trouble thoughts and stop frowning. I'll no longer be the depressing ME that I was in the past. I'll change into someone better and much approved by everyone. I'll change how I look, how I dress, how I talk and how I treat people. I'll remember what my family, superior, colleagues and friends have taught me in my life. THANK YOU.

For all the things that everyone has given me, I'm grateful and I'll definitely prove myself to be someone BETTER :)

It's been 5 months with bibi, and everything has seems to be much better between us both. I finally get what I wanted with the small requests given to him. There's always give and take. I shall not take things too hard anymore and will not argue with bibi anymore over small issues because arguing without talking things out will never make things right ever again. Bibi, I would want to tell you how much I love you and I'll never take you for granted ever again. You've been the greatest boyfriend I ever had who is willing to give in everything to me; always worried about me when I can't be found or when I'm sick or when I'm injured. Thank you for always being there for me and talking sense into me. I love you so much.

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