两个月多的感情却拥有四年的回忆；最后还是无法忘记你在我心里的存在。我尝试用各种方式去忘记却忘不了。你对我的冷淡，你对我的关心，你对我的爱；我真的忘不了。我好辛苦，我好内疚；反而我最后伤害了他。在我最孤独伤痛的时候；他陪着我度过一切。。。我无法弥补我对任何人的伤害，尤其是对你的伤害。 对不起，弥补不了一切的过错。
I am thankful for your presence, I'm thankful for the past six days when you're taking care of me due to my raging fever. All the things you've done for me, I'm thankful. I told you that I missed him, and you knew it all along. You told me that when I came down from his house laughing as if it was nothing wrong after he said those harsh words to me; you knew I was hurting inside and trying to feign it was nothing. All these while, trying to forget him was a waste...I tried not to think about him but in the end I broke down in front of you in tears because I missed him. I know he will never believe a single word I say, I know he will never ever care anymore but it doesn't matter. As long as he is happy, just following his request to forget him and let him go; I guess it is the only thing I can do for him.
Right now, I just hope my fever would simmer down instead of going higher and higher. Three days already, yet it is not going down~ *sigh* it's time to ease my mind for awhile.
Right now, I just hope my fever would simmer down instead of going higher and higher. Three days already, yet it is not going down~ *sigh* it's time to ease my mind for awhile.
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