Hear My Prayers

Happy 3 Month Anniversary to my Baby, 10.01.2011

Tonight I shall seek the audience of the lord above; for lord, would you please hear my prayers? Allow that person to redeem his lost soul, to guide him on to the rightful path; to forgive those wrongdoings he has done~ O, Lord, hear me please?!!? I pray to the lord to redeem you from your sins; in seek of his forgiveness and I do hope that mistakes will not repeated again. Please do not forsaken what I've done for your sake, because I don't wish to break down in tears to know what went wrong once again.

Sorrows are creeping up on me, the constant urge to tear; the constant urge to plunge into deep darkness. The abundance of thoughts that caught me without warning; like vines that continues to entwine against each other. I'm unable to catch my breath, unable to put my thoughts into tranquility state!! In hopes for you to learn from your mistakes, would you still see the pain you've caused me to put through just for your sake...I don't wish to be put through such tormenting chambers once more. Your plead for forgiveness towards me, I'm able to forgive you over and over again but I really wish that you wouldn't repeat what you've done ever again!! I love you and you meant the world to me, I'm able to tolerate every single bickering debates till now...because this is how we literally communicate.

O Lord, give him the chances to redeem himself from all these sins that he is caught in~ Baby, I really do hope that you'll remember what you've promised me. I really wish you'll learn never to repeat the same mistakes again. I love you very much. I'll await your return with your news :D