Let's dance through the night~

Those words so sweet,

yet the heart felt so sour~

The tears started to fall,

with the images of you flashing in my head.

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Wishing it wouldn't hurt so much just missing you from a distance half a world apart; wishing it wouldn't hurt so much just loving you after knowing how much distrust was bestowed upon me. Wishing that time would just fly past in the speed of light so that I would be back in Singapore to be right beside you, wishing that I didn't have to go through so much pain thinking so much~ All I'm doing is tormenting myself and when I'm hurting, I know your heart would be aching for me as well.

I don't wish for the tears to fall anymore~ because I'm running out of tears. Loving you was something I didn't regret, missing you was something I do every single second when I am not with you, caring about you was something I would love to do...because you meant the world to me. I don't wish to bind you down, I don't wish to control every single movement you make...I know you're trying your best for my sake, I know you're trying to understand me :D

There are times I wish you didn't have to go, because I miss you dearly and it is tormenting me ; there are times I wish you would go out and have some fun because you don't get to enjoy your time most of time due to the fact you're in camp.

My heart trembles in fear, my heart is shedding tears; tell me what I should say or do~ because I'll be lost without you. My thoughts are running wild; my heart is hollering out loud that I'm afraid you'll be taken away from me. Every day I live my life in fear, every day I live my life in excruciating torments......They could say every single thing about my past and I know you'll only listen but not give a damn about it. But I do~ because I'm afraid you might leave me for the things they say. I know you love me dearly and it's been hard on you to endure my sudden tantrums. I am sorry baby~ forgive me because I love you. I don't wish to go back into the past, I don't wish to make the same mistakes like I did in the past. They can spread endless rumors, they can say that we wouldn't last but I really hope that this two things wouldn't be the reason that would break us down.

P.S - I LOVE YOU DEARLY....