Thy mind has no emotions,
thy heart is blinded by the thoughts of sorrow~
thou speak in deceptions,
thou speak in no sweet elegance.
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Denial....Denial....Endless denial~ I have no idea what's on your mind or maybe I do but it is just that I don't wish to put my thought to it any further. They always said that I shouldn't pursue something I know wouldn't come true. But who knows? Maybe one day if you tried hard enough, you'll get what you deserve!! I have so much stuff running through my brain; racking every single brain cells~
I felt like I needed Baby to be here when I needed him the most, yet he is no where to be found and it is depressing!! Sometimes it worries me that something would happen to him, sometimes it worries me that I'm just going to lose him one way or another. All these negative thoughts have been running through my head; and darn it!! It is killing me slowly. I live my life in endless deception~ How long more do I need to pretend that I'm living fine, how long more do I need to pretend that I am happy when the fact is that I'm not!!! I'm sick and tired of everything; sick and tired of these SHITS!!
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