I have been down with chest aches again, not as bad anymore but bad enough :( &With my depression going on + "time" of the month is making everything worst. I've been stressing myself from my studies. Catching up in classes and understanding things on my own is difficult but I know I wish to work hard. Even if I fail, I would know I've put in my best. But I do wish to pass my exams that's for sure...
Lately, Baby has been really exhausted and have been unable to keep me company. Doesn't matter anymore, I don't really wish to brood over it anyways. I know I'm upset about me but it doesn't matter anymore. I'm tired of crying silently, I'm tired of hiding my tears and I'm tired of pretending to smile when my heart is aching. Seriously baby, do whatever you want. I really don't wish to be bothered anymore. Your action speaks louder than your words, what I've seen and what I've heard is like total different issues. I really don't know what to say or do anymore...You said you'll keep me company the next day, but in the end you're always falling asleep. Never mind, I've to understand at the end of the day anyways!
Well I'm off to bed~ EXHAUSTED!! I don't wish to wait for you to wake up anymore~ because I know you've gone back to bed and have forgotten all about me. I don't wish to put hope in the words you said because it will always end up disappointing me~
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