Sometimes it is CRIME to speak up~

Sometimes it is a CRIME to speak up because when you tried so hard to comfort and be there for a person they would think otherwise; thinking you're bossing them around and telling them how to live their life but actually it was all the care that comes from the heart to give them an advice so they wouldn't be suffering. The more you speak up and comfort them, they would take it another way around and shoot it right back at you in the most indirect way by writing it out in their profile. So what's the point of caring when they don't even bother how much you care about them?

He used to be there to comfort me, used to be there to dote on me like a little angel sister of his but now it has all turned into ashes and it wouldn't be same anymore. I guess you're right, I have no rights to judge the way you live your life and how you would want to do things~ But I cared so much about you, therefore, I talked to you and gave you advices. If you don't wish to heed it, it is your choice not mine. However, I never did expect you to indirectly shoot me right in the face for the care I was giving you :( If I didn't care, I wouldn't even bother talking to you and giving you advices~ I've been through that stage of life, and I know I am not as experience as you but that doesn't mean you have to bring me down just because I was telling all the advices in life. I am not trying to dominate your life neither am I trying to change it for you; I just didn't like seeing you suffering in silence. Why bear hatred in your heart over things in life in such a manner~ is it worth your time and effort? I guess you've changed~ really changed~

Baby and I have been arguing over trivial stuff but it's all over now, I can finally get over it :D I am so tired of everything right now and don't wish to think about it. I've been losing my memories and don't really wish to recall of them anymore. Like what mommy said, it was a waste of time and effort when I could spend it on something much better. I wish people around me could understand what I said and do, there's always a reason. I gave up trying to care~ I gave up trying to love...but baby is the one who brought me the courage back to love and care all over again. Thank you baby you're the best boyfriend. It's been 8 days since we've been together and I hope it would go on and on~ I love you :D