Sunday, 4 September 2011

Sudden gush of inspiration ...

Finally I get to take a picture with this BIG BROTHER of mine :D

It has been a horrible AUGUST month, but in the end it was also a rather fruitful one too. I am thankful that Bibi is willing to give me this one last chance and I hope there won't be any turmoil to break this trust once again as I really do hope I'll change for the better. I've decided to remove nearly all contacts with guys as I don't wish to create misunderstanding. I really love him very much and I would do anything to make myself change for the better as I wish to prove him I am a changed person and someone who is willing to commit in this relationship.

Oh well, workload has increased and I totally find it devastatingly tiring. Bibi has been trying his best to accommodate to me due to my tedious working schedule. Working split shift for the first time and working OT :( The only way to earn more money for the days I wasn't able to work...TIRING but worthwhile I hope. I really wish I could do better each day instead of creating more faults. Mom is coming back later to Singapore and I hope I'll be able to wake up to find her as I need to collect my medication from her. I miss mom a lot and I was upset that she couldn't be with me on my birthday...but it's okay. I know she is with me no matter where I am or where she is :D

I'm going to log off now~ There's nothing for me to update anyways. BORING :P
GOOD NIGHTO~

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