Good bye does not means Gone forever

I'm back to blog~ yes indeed it's boring to write the same shiz over and over again. Life has it's ups and down. And I wouldn't say I'm suffering the most because I can feel the sufferings out there that is much worse than what I'm suffering. I would admit that my English is currently running down into the drain; one word to describe it "ATROCIOUS". I bought my Cosmopolitan magazine for so long yet I've yet to read it thoroughly. Oh well~ no time to spare, thus, no time to read/browsing through it. One article caught my eyes; it sent this sorrow through my heart but it helped me to gain the courage to live my life to the fullest. Indeed, it was a worthy article to be read and maybe I should paste it in my scrapbook~ it's meaningful and showed me that no matter what obstacles we have to go through; we'll still need the right attitude, courage and willpower to pull through it. Currently, I'm diagnosed with Polycythemia. It is a kind of illness with high amount of red blood cells; and it is highly dangerous. I have majority of the symptoms and even though it does not mostly occur on people around my age; I seem to have that illness and it is causing me distress but after reading that article, I felt like I should lead my life as per normal and live it up to the fullest. I am glad I have people who loves me and cares about me; they are the most amazing people whom have been giving me support throughout those long journeys whereby independence was what I was learning. True enough that I am not capable of standing on my own two feet without a pillar of strength, I am still immature and insensible but I'm never gonna let all my fears or flaws bring me down. I wanna learn to be strong, independent and sensible. I wanna learn what's right and what's wrong. I wanna use my experiences and put them into action.

I'm healing quite fast with the sufficient rest I've gotten today. Today I've received two missed calls, it caught me by surprise but still I miss him~ called him back but no answer. Oh well~ WeiShen will be meeting me on Thursday and I'll be meeting my Cuzzie on Friday after he booked out. Maybe will be meeting Gene as well on Friday. Another good news, I've gotten my job!!! It is GREAT, fantastic opportunity to take up and I hope I'll do well in my Food and Beverage~ That's all for now!!