We cross the river of obstacles,climb over the mountain of terror;
yet it still brings us closer to each other;
even arguments and gossips can't break us apart.
Loving you was something I'll never regret...
Ever since the day I came back to Singapore, baby and I have been having big arguments; those collisions are unexpected yet it brought us closer together and it made me have a much greater understanding towards baby :D The period of time that I've spent with baby made me understand more about him, made me see things in a much different perspective and it made me love him even more each day. First week since I came back, baby has been keeping me company and making me feel more loved than ever. Though promises are at times broken, things are turning around and promises are kept at stake as baby has promised not to break anymore promise.
Baby has started going back to camp and I've been all alone doing nothing. Looking for a job is terribly hard and anticipating for an interview is just causing me an uneasy feeling towards my mental state. The expectations are too high but it isn't mine, I have been trying my best to ask around yet there's always a straight objection towards my choice of a part time job. There's no understanding and no support; just decisions made to be obliged at all cost. I'm sick of complaining and ranting all the time~ I shall run all my errands asap. I don't wish to waste my time anymore. For these two days, I wouldn't be meeting baby as he will be busy with camp and helping his parents. I miss baby soooo much, wishing he was here to keep me company but I don't wish to be selfish and bind him to myself. So I'm being fair that I allow baby to do whatever he wants :D Lately, I've made lunch for baby; he loves it so much~
Baby has started going back to camp and I've been all alone doing nothing. Looking for a job is terribly hard and anticipating for an interview is just causing me an uneasy feeling towards my mental state. The expectations are too high but it isn't mine, I have been trying my best to ask around yet there's always a straight objection towards my choice of a part time job. There's no understanding and no support; just decisions made to be obliged at all cost. I'm sick of complaining and ranting all the time~ I shall run all my errands asap. I don't wish to waste my time anymore. For these two days, I wouldn't be meeting baby as he will be busy with camp and helping his parents. I miss baby soooo much, wishing he was here to keep me company but I don't wish to be selfish and bind him to myself. So I'm being fair that I allow baby to do whatever he wants :D Lately, I've made lunch for baby; he loves it so much~
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