The sudden needs to tear, the sudden needs to break down, the sudden needs to lock myself up in a place where no one knows where I am. The anguish thoughts, but how would that person have felt?? Nothing but a fool, a fool to believe something that wasn't true. It hurts deep down inside; the excruciating torments of deception~ We all believed that it would be something amazing, we all believed that it wouldn't be so harsh. In the end, there was endless tribulations and arguments. These never seemed to cease. As usual, I'm the ignitor of the arguments and it caused me distress in the end. Somehow, I've made you suffer one way or another...it is such that I'm unable to comprehend the things that have been said and done lately. I don't wish to hurt you and I think I have been hurting you...it upsets me a thousand ways, like a thousand daggers penetrating into my heart slowly.
Within a blink of an eye, we've been together for 1 month and 5 days, I am really happy that we've lasted till now even with all the tribulations and endless arguments. I know you've been putting up with my attitude and all my sudden explosions of various emotions. The distance is like a vengeance, it's painful. I love you very much and really don't wish to argue anymore.
Ong Jian Zhen, you mean the world to me. Please remember this, I really love you and don't wish to leave you. You're everything to me. My precious LOVE!!!
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