C'mon just bring it on~

I am so sick and tired of all the pretentious beings surrounding me all the time, pretending they care and understand what I'm going through. I'm so sick and tired of all the pretentious acts they are so good at doing~ because everything they do have shown to me that how pretentious people around me can get...why should I even be bothered about such atrocious people are thinking and about their feelings? Like my best friend, Elyes have told me...no matter what happens to you, just remember to live life to the fullest with a smile instead of a frown. Don't let what saddens you bring you down, instead of let what makes you smile be the reasons for what makes you live life to the fullest. I will always remember what he told me :D

Thank you to my beloved boyfriend who has been the most understanding, caring yet loving person to be there for me all the time without fail. You've been through so much just to be with me, especially getting hurt by the words I said to you throughout the 17 days since the beginning of our relationship. You've put in a lot of effort into this relationship yet I've been lazying around doing nothing but making you upset or worried...I'm so sorry baby.

I know that after I started eating my medication, my attacks are getting a little too frequent to compromise; I don't know what's wrong with me and I don't know what going on anymore. I've been acting cold to people around me and it is so unusual, maybe it's because I've been staying indoors for a long period of time till the extend I don't know what's the meaning of interacting LOL XD. Baby, I'm sorry for ignoring you all the time when you wished to speak to me. I don't know what's wrong anymore, maybe it's because I don't get to be beside you physically. I love you and thank you for being so understanding towards my situation.

From now onwards, I'm going to work hard for my studies and for my relationship; most importantly to work hard for my well-being!! I'll get better soon...Baby and I will be strong for each other as promised :D

Well it's time for me to head to bed, I have class for the whole day!!